let us press on

Depression does funny things to the mind. Maybe funny isn’t the right word.
I have certain certainties in my mind and I know I’m not just having a bad day when those certainties pop up like a broken photo link in my heart and mind.

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But maybe there are good things to be found in the land of emptiness and question marks and broken links. It definitely leads me to pay closer attention, ask deeper questions, walk more gently with my feet, pray more thoughtfully.
Am I just repeating the things I always pray? Am I handing people comfort or advice out of some prepackaged place in my head?
Am I listening?

I am listening.
And tired, too. And restless….

Come, let us return to the Lord.
He has torn us to pieces
but he will heal us;
he has injured us
but he will bind up our wounds.

After two days he will revive us;
on the third day he will restore us,
that we may live in his presence.
Let us acknowledge the Lord;

let us press on to acknowledge him.
As surely as the sun rises,

he will appear;
he will come to us like the winter rains,
like the spring rains that water the earth.
(Hosea 6:1-3)

When I feel this way, I often crave a long walk in the cool woods. Tonight I settled for a short walk outside in the cool night air.
I do not know why I am here but I also don’t want to miss important moments while looking too hard for “bigger” plans.

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